117- Dan Loves Me, and Jesus Loves Me
December 1, 1983
Dan loves me. I believe him.
The Homemaking Bible Study today ended up being a very painful experience. Dan prayed for me. Perhaps the Lord will give me feedback. I praise God for His continual unfailing love.
I need a revelation about my personality. There is something I think God is trying to get across. Dan says I am alright.
Today I am trying to justify being snarky, moody, and sour. The scripture gives me no support whatsoever.
Psalm 34:13 Keep your tongue from evil
14 Seek peace and pursue it
Proverbs 12:15 There is one who speaks like the piercings of a sword, but the tongue of the wise promotes health.
Dan confessed our relationship is not what it should be. That he has been working hard at other things and has been taking me for granted. Praise the Lord.
January 19, 1984
3am A dream woke me up. It was about a former relationship and was upsetting. I got up to tend the fire and make sure the boys were covered and I felt I should stay up and settle some things with God.
When I said to God: “Dan is just a man. How long can he love me?”
God said: “As long as I can love you!”
Dan belongs to God, the relationship is divinely ordained and divinely sustained. (We have always known that God brought us together.) I got assurance that I need have NO FEAR of God’s or Dan’s love running out the more they get to know me. We both will keep putting wrongs at the foot of the cross. Jesus will give us ongoing love for Himself and one another.